Is amazing How this year I've related everything I read or everything I listen to my own experiences. It's something magic. I started to read a book, and it helped me a lot because It was the same thing I was living in the moment I was reading it. Lots of Sonata's songs that were like written for me. And now, I'm in a dilemma. I'd love to see what's going to happen. But I cannot see it. Just Because I don't really want to. On Christmas Night I get one of the best Gifts I could have ever recived. She made the best choise. She'll be happy again. She haven't understood the main thing yet. But she will. I know that. I can feel that. But now, I'll have my ego moment, Might I have the same luck as her? Who knows? I do, but I don't. I care, but I don't.